I Love You

Do our heart-felt conversations mean as much to you as they mean to me?
I really wish I knew.
Our talks about how we will always be there for eachother?
How you promise me you will stay clean for my sake?
Or how about the many 'I love you''s that we exchange?
It all means so much to me, and probably not even as much to you.

I know you are an aromantic heterosexual, but I can't help to believe that there is something there.
Even though there probably isn't, I still try to believe otherwise.
I always wish I could tell you my true feelings for you, but there are so many possible reactions it is just so hard.
And on top of that, you are one of my bestest friends. I can't risk losing you over a silly crush.

I choose not to believe that this is just a silly crush,
it's something more than that for sure.
My feeling for you get stronger and stronger as the days go by.
You aren't like other girls, and that's why I have these feelings of love.
You aren't a girly girl, you're a tomboy asexual artist that lights up my world whenever I see your beautiful face.

You are laid back, not caring what other people think.
You don't wear any make-up, you don't dress up to make an impression,
you are just... you.
And to me, you are beautiful.

I love you, and I hope you will be in my life for a long time.
I also hope and pray to the gods that we can be together one day.
But for right now, all I can do is give out small hints and enjoy your prescence.